Oh my god!!! It is almost 1.00 am in the morning and I am here sitting in front of the computer writing random stuffs. Can you believe it?? Pei Ying not asleep yet at such hour. I remebered that I was always the one who could not stay awake after the clock stroke twelve. Thats why I missed the emo night on form four when the others have a whale of time playing 'ice and fire' and sleeping under the stars. Ahhhh!!! Envy of them. Thank god i didnt miss the emo night on Form 5. Wonder when will the next emo night will be???
Memories flashed back today as I walked in the school hallway. As i was walking, I thought of someone without even realising. Those good and bad memories began to tell its stories. Stories which I kept and locked away somewhere in my memories. Hope i do not need to feel this way and ever confront that little moster who flies like a butterfly but sting like a bee. These little monsters taught me to always do a reality check because what i have in mind may be a far cry form reality.
Don't know why so emo. Maybe just want to put my thoughts into words. Summary of the day, I went to school for Hari Anugerah Cemerlang and met up with my group of friends. Hanging out with the is also a way to release stress. Will blog about the details later. I guess i have to hit the hay because there are lots of stuffs need to be done tomorrow. I hope everything can be completed by tomorrow and do not want to procrastinate because procrastination is the theft of time.
Good night then!!
Laughter is the best medicine. Trust me. I felt so much more better after having a great laugh at even the lamest or silliest stuffs. Bursting into laughter is like charging myself up after a long day at college. Thats why I always look forward for lunch break so that i can gather with all my friends in the cafeteria to have lunch together. On wednesday, 9 of us took the shuttle and went to Pizza Hut at Section 14 for lunch. To your surprise, there is only 1 guy out of 9 of us. He is like the rose anong the thorns or should it be the thorns among the roses. We laugh all the way from college to Pizza Hut.
The original plan included only four of us. Then we meet one the March intake students and invited her. She then invited the her other friends and that friends invited another friends. And that is how we end from 4 person to nine person. It is pretty hilarious because we waving to one antother to hurry up to catch the shuttle bus. We even played April Fool jokes on the one and only guy with us by saying that we changed out mind to head back to school for lunch.
On that afternoon, Alina sms me saying that she missed those days after she watched High School Musical 3. I was at class when I received her sms and memories of those days unfolede itself. How much i missed my bossom friends. Really hope ccan meet them up as soon as possible. My life would not have been so perfect if i hadn't met them
The original plan included only four of us. Then we meet one the March intake students and invited her. She then invited the her other friends and that friends invited another friends. And that is how we end from 4 person to nine person. It is pretty hilarious because we waving to one antother to hurry up to catch the shuttle bus. We even played April Fool jokes on the one and only guy with us by saying that we changed out mind to head back to school for lunch.
On that afternoon, Alina sms me saying that she missed those days after she watched High School Musical 3. I was at class when I received her sms and memories of those days unfolede itself. How much i missed my bossom friends. Really hope ccan meet them up as soon as possible. My life would not have been so perfect if i hadn't met them
Last friday i had Malaysian Studies class from 2pm to 5pm. I cannot imagine 3 hours sitting there listening to the sweet soft teacher teaching in front. This friday the class is at another campus because our present classroom has become an exam hall for the seniors to sit their trial examinantions. I didnt join my friend whom took the shuttle bas to this Jalan Barat camopus. Therefore I arrived there in a blur and lost state because I couldnt find the auditorium. Rang up Pavitra who sent Ying Ying to look for me.
The very momment i stepped into the auditorium, i was stunned. The auditorium gives the impression of a Roman Catholic churh. There were just rows and rows of wooden chair, not those modern cushion soft chairs. Haha, i was laughing as i was walking towards my friends. The class was kinda of bored so we played a game on Gurpreet's laptop. Try guessing what game it is..............................
We played the GAME OF LIFE!! It was so fun playing with them. Some of us took on a challenging career like becoming a rockstar. Pavitra picked that for a try and we laughing our heads off. Eventually we got married and Ying Ying's husband was the best looking among our husbands. We tease throughtout the whole game. Babies came along too soon. I was the first to have babies and there are two of them because I had twins. At the end of the game, I ended up with 3 childrens same as Pavitra wheras Gurpreet and Ying Ying are still enjoying personal space with no intefrence of kids.
We stopped playing an hour later because the laptop battery was running low. It was raining heavily too that evening. All of us had trouble getting back home and boarding the shuttle bas. I sort of dislike rainy days. Firstly, the highways will be congested and the traffic is heavy. Rainy days also can affect my mood. I felt so gloomy when i was in the car. It is as though i delt the same way as Mother Nature who is shedding tears. When it is raining, there will be an urge to stay in bed and embrace in sleep or just merely do nothing because the weather makes me feel so contended. There is one thing i love about rainy days is that after a heavy downpour, everything looks fresh and new. It is as though Mother Nature showered the earth to give a frest start to everyone. I love to light cold breeze on my face and take deep inhale of the fresh air. It is like a new begining for me.
The very momment i stepped into the auditorium, i was stunned. The auditorium gives the impression of a Roman Catholic churh. There were just rows and rows of wooden chair, not those modern cushion soft chairs. Haha, i was laughing as i was walking towards my friends. The class was kinda of bored so we played a game on Gurpreet's laptop. Try guessing what game it is..............................
We played the GAME OF LIFE!! It was so fun playing with them. Some of us took on a challenging career like becoming a rockstar. Pavitra picked that for a try and we laughing our heads off. Eventually we got married and Ying Ying's husband was the best looking among our husbands. We tease throughtout the whole game. Babies came along too soon. I was the first to have babies and there are two of them because I had twins. At the end of the game, I ended up with 3 childrens same as Pavitra wheras Gurpreet and Ying Ying are still enjoying personal space with no intefrence of kids.
We stopped playing an hour later because the laptop battery was running low. It was raining heavily too that evening. All of us had trouble getting back home and boarding the shuttle bas. I sort of dislike rainy days. Firstly, the highways will be congested and the traffic is heavy. Rainy days also can affect my mood. I felt so gloomy when i was in the car. It is as though i delt the same way as Mother Nature who is shedding tears. When it is raining, there will be an urge to stay in bed and embrace in sleep or just merely do nothing because the weather makes me feel so contended. There is one thing i love about rainy days is that after a heavy downpour, everything looks fresh and new. It is as though Mother Nature showered the earth to give a frest start to everyone. I love to light cold breeze on my face and take deep inhale of the fresh air. It is like a new begining for me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALISTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cant believe that in a blink of an eye, it has already been three months since I sat SPM. After two years of hard work, burning midnight oil and always racing with time to have more sleep and not forgetting juggling between schoolwork and tuition. I still remember that I always have a hard time getting up every morning. My mum will be knocking on my door while i reluctantly get out bed with my eyelids have close. Sometimes after she left i will still fall back to sleep. Not forgetting all those stressful and tensed days before SPM examinations. Those nights where i just cannot get myself to sleep. Its like your thoughts are running free and you start thinking all sorts of things. The more you think, the more worried you are of the exam. I was praying that the agonising week can come to end.
After so much of studying, reading, memorising and practising, tomorrow is the day where the result for all our hard work will be reveal. 'Reap what you sow' right???
After so much of studying, reading, memorising and practising, tomorrow is the day where the result for all our hard work will be reveal. 'Reap what you sow' right???
GOOD LUCK to everyone tomorrow!!
Not forgetting,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
Qing Xian!!!
You are officially 18 now. Young lady already!!!!
Not forgetting,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
Qing Xian!!!
You are officially 18 now. Young lady already!!!!
Girls have a stronger six sense compared to guys. Girls tend to be very sensitive to the surroundings and can be very 'perasan'at times. I know i was. Sometimes I can be very 'perasan' and this very feelings gave me the wrong message.
I once thought that I can trust and have faith in my senses, not our hearing and visual senses. Something more than that-emotional feelings. However my senses definately proves me wrong. After so many years thinking tht my feelings is right. The other person should felt the same, I THOUGHT. I told quite a number of my close friends abt that and some were surprised. They asked me for the rational reasons behind it. I didnt know the answer at that time and now at the present momment, the answer for the question is still a mystery to me. No I told myself. I wont strain my brain to figure it out because i have already lost interest in the very person.
After many years of delusions, it has finally come to and end. Although it hurts at the very beginning but i believed that time will take its place and heals the wound. I am glad that i found out the truth so that i can put an end for all the struggling, ups and downs of my emotional.
Every clouds has its silver lining. Yesterday is a hisotry, today is the present and tomorrow's antother day.
This week has been a very long and tired week. There is not much of physically wear out but instead there is a lot of emotions ups and downs. At this very momment when I am writing this, deep down i miss my school friends badly and Alina. The world out there sometimes i think is wide, hostile and so realistic.
It all started out with this weird guy in my batch. He was extremely weird this week. He came in class late for three of our lessons and have a very grand entrance. What do I mean by grand entrance. He will hop into the class and make some background musics himself. I am now seriously keeping a safe distance from him. He seemed mentally challenged. On friday, I had Malaysian Studies. I was waiting for the lift at the ground floor with my friend. Then we saw him waliking towards our direction. Immediately, we hurried ourselves to the stairs walked one floor up. Oh my god!!! On the way up, I saw him at the stairscase entrance. He stared up and said " I am following your!!" My friend and I grabbed our bags tightly and stared running to the another end and used the stairs at that end to run all the way down. You must be thinking I am crazy but trust me, he was slapped and puched by our seniors because of his weird and not normal antics. Better be safe than sorry if what pop up in my mind every time i meet him.
The second unhappy and disturbing incident was being friends with a math genius. He is 16 and came from Hong KOng. He has a vary strong foundation in Mathematics. I felt extremely small, timid like a dwarf when I asked for his help or when we have group sudies. I just lost all my confidence when i am around him. He too used harsh words at times. This is the first time someone make me loss faith in myself. Thank god i still practice positive thinking or I would break down emotionally and ring Alina up. Haha, glad that did not happen.
Yah, so things are starting to heat up now. It is like what our parents always say to us: The world out there is vast and there is all types of ppl from all walks of life. Some treat you sincerely and some may just want to get something for you. Whatever it is, I guess it is time for me to start learning to be street wise rather than just book wise, step out from my comfort zone.
Hope everybody still be their very self and not let the so ever realistic society to tarnished you.
It all started out with this weird guy in my batch. He was extremely weird this week. He came in class late for three of our lessons and have a very grand entrance. What do I mean by grand entrance. He will hop into the class and make some background musics himself. I am now seriously keeping a safe distance from him. He seemed mentally challenged. On friday, I had Malaysian Studies. I was waiting for the lift at the ground floor with my friend. Then we saw him waliking towards our direction. Immediately, we hurried ourselves to the stairs walked one floor up. Oh my god!!! On the way up, I saw him at the stairscase entrance. He stared up and said " I am following your!!" My friend and I grabbed our bags tightly and stared running to the another end and used the stairs at that end to run all the way down. You must be thinking I am crazy but trust me, he was slapped and puched by our seniors because of his weird and not normal antics. Better be safe than sorry if what pop up in my mind every time i meet him.
The second unhappy and disturbing incident was being friends with a math genius. He is 16 and came from Hong KOng. He has a vary strong foundation in Mathematics. I felt extremely small, timid like a dwarf when I asked for his help or when we have group sudies. I just lost all my confidence when i am around him. He too used harsh words at times. This is the first time someone make me loss faith in myself. Thank god i still practice positive thinking or I would break down emotionally and ring Alina up. Haha, glad that did not happen.
Yah, so things are starting to heat up now. It is like what our parents always say to us: The world out there is vast and there is all types of ppl from all walks of life. Some treat you sincerely and some may just want to get something for you. Whatever it is, I guess it is time for me to start learning to be street wise rather than just book wise, step out from my comfort zone.
Hope everybody still be their very self and not let the so ever realistic society to tarnished you.
Here it goes...............................
Former Borwnies (just not wearing brown that day)
ON last saturday, brownies librarians gathered up to meet with big huey wen as she will be leaving to Austrialia to further her studies at Monash University. Godd luck to her!! WE were supposed to meet up at 12 noon. However I was the late one to make a 'great entrance'. We had lunch at Fish and Co. The servings there are very delicious and not so costly as Bubba Grump. Hui Ling made a good choice for our lunch destination.
Black, REd, White.......nice colour combination
There was sort of a surprise for Fioney too! Fion and I went to the ladies while Jia and Hui Ling went to fetch her cake at Secret Recipe. Jia and Hui ling took quite long and that caused fion to be suspicious about their whereabouts. Haha, fion was pretty happy to have us celebrate for her. Happy Birthday Fioney!!
Haha, Huey Wen ( always never fail no tease and joke with me)
Don we just look STUNING???
Glad everyone got to meet up that day!! So long didnt chit chat with Fion, Jia Min and Hui Ling. Of course havent see Heuy wen for quite a while. Take care guys!!
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