Senses Are Deceiving At Times.....

Girls have a stronger six sense compared to guys. Girls tend to be very sensitive to the surroundings and can be very 'perasan'at times. I know i was. Sometimes I can be very 'perasan' and this very feelings gave me the wrong message.

I once thought that I can trust and have faith in my senses, not our hearing and visual senses. Something more than that-emotional feelings. However my senses definately proves me wrong. After so many years thinking tht my feelings is right. The other person should felt the same, I THOUGHT. I told quite a number of my close friends abt that and some were surprised. They asked me for the rational reasons behind it. I didnt know the answer at that time and now at the present momment, the answer for the question is still a mystery to me. No I told myself. I wont strain my brain to figure it out because i have already lost interest in the very person.

After many years of delusions, it has finally come to and end. Although it hurts at the very beginning but i believed that time will take its place and heals the wound. I am glad that i found out the truth so that i can put an end for all the struggling, ups and downs of my emotional.

Every clouds has its silver lining. Yesterday is a hisotry, today is the present and tomorrow's antother day.

An Enduring, Long Week

This week has been a very long and tired week. There is not much of physically wear out but instead there is a lot of emotions ups and downs. At this very momment when I am writing this, deep down i miss my school friends badly and Alina. The world out there sometimes i think is wide, hostile and so realistic.

It all started out with this weird guy in my batch. He was extremely weird this week. He came in class late for three of our lessons and have a very grand entrance. What do I mean by grand entrance. He will hop into the class and make some background musics himself. I am now seriously keeping a safe distance from him. He seemed mentally challenged. On friday, I had Malaysian Studies. I was waiting for the lift at the ground floor with my friend. Then we saw him waliking towards our direction. Immediately, we hurried ourselves to the stairs walked one floor up. Oh my god!!! On the way up, I saw him at the stairscase entrance. He stared up and said " I am following your!!" My friend and I grabbed our bags tightly and stared running to the another end and used the stairs at that end to run all the way down. You must be thinking I am crazy but trust me, he was slapped and puched by our seniors because of his weird and not normal antics. Better be safe than sorry if what pop up in my mind every time i meet him.

The second unhappy and disturbing incident was being friends with a math genius. He is 16 and came from Hong KOng. He has a vary strong foundation in Mathematics. I felt extremely small, timid like a dwarf when I asked for his help or when we have group sudies. I just lost all my confidence when i am around him. He too used harsh words at times. This is the first time someone make me loss faith in myself. Thank god i still practice positive thinking or I would break down emotionally and ring Alina up. Haha, glad that did not happen.

Yah, so things are starting to heat up now. It is like what our parents always say to us: The world out there is vast and there is all types of ppl from all walks of life. Some treat you sincerely and some may just want to get something for you. Whatever it is, I guess it is time for me to start learning to be street wise rather than just book wise, step out from my comfort zone.

Hope everybody still be their very self and not let the so ever realistic society to tarnished you.

2 in 1 PARTY!!

Here it goes...............................

Former Borwnies (just not wearing brown that day)


ON last saturday, brownies librarians gathered up to meet with big huey wen as she will be leaving to Austrialia to further her studies at Monash University. Godd luck to her!! WE were supposed to meet up at 12 noon. However I was the late one to make a 'great entrance'. We had lunch at Fish and Co. The servings there are very delicious and not so costly as Bubba Grump. Hui Ling made a good choice for our lunch destination.

Black, REd, White.......nice colour combination

There was sort of a surprise for Fioney too! Fion and I went to the ladies while Jia and Hui Ling went to fetch her cake at Secret Recipe. Jia and Hui ling took quite long and that caused fion to be suspicious about their whereabouts. Haha, fion was pretty happy to have us celebrate for her. Happy Birthday Fioney!!

Haha, Huey Wen ( always never fail no tease and joke with me)

Don we just look STUNING???

Glad everyone got to meet up that day!! So long didnt chit chat with Fion, Jia Min and Hui Ling. Of course havent see Heuy wen for quite a while. Take care guys!!